honk
April 1, 2026 at 3:12:18 PM
Github name?:
clownpierces
hi!
aw, geez. it’s been a while since i’ve appeared here for anything beyond a small bit. i can only wonder what i said that day, and how long it’s been since!
i’ll take a peek, once i’m finished writing this out to you. doing so now, would only doom me towards unintentionally parroting words i’ve said before. i don’t want that to happen!
you’ve written to me a few times before, and this is the first time i’ll write to you seriously. it’s a little mean to say out loud, but ideally this wouldn’t have come until…. about at least a month from now. i wanted and thus originally plan to save this for the hour i’d be certain i have the words that fit perfectly, but it so happened to be my day today! and sometimes you just have to do a few things you want to do on the day that’s yours! i have no immunity against typical human greed
if my actions aren’t substantial enough, and do not say these on their own, then i hope my words will cover that spot of weakness…. being able to call you a friend is something i’ll never quite be able to express my happiness enough for, and your company falls under that sentiment i’m unable to do anything but mirror.
i am reeeeeeaaaaaaaaaalllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy not the most attuned to saying things like this so visibly. but, i hope i haven’t slacked off so much as to have you not believe me when i say that it’s a happy thing, having your company just about everyday since we met for the first time. i’m happy we met! that things aligned, and those things were quite nice to us. that day, my sleep schedule was really failing on me out of nowhere. it had been completely normal the days prior! but, because of that, i was able to meet somebody i’m very happy to have met. clowneerie 999 - mediocre sleep schedule 1 i guess. i can’t even be a sore loser about it, when this is the result.
i think, that we should do something cool soon! as soon as we can! this month of april is the only one that looks as free as it is for me, and i like making the most out of everything! when i can. i like taking a mile from the world
i hope you know conversing with you is really easily enjoyable
while i was writing this out, you mentioned you’d be working on something for this day. i want to finish this before i see it, so the me of the now doesn’t quite know what you have planned in your mind! but i want to say in advance that i am very cheerful over it. of course, i’ll aim to express it beyond this message, but…..
hmmmmm….
actually, i don’t know what the but would be. i’m writing this for the fun of it, you see! but i’m sure a me in an alternate timeline figured it out. the clown in my mind said, i want to write to ingydar! so write to ingydar i did.
for the me here though, i just want you to know that having you as a friend is something i’ll like in however many worlds i struck gold within!
so,
thank you
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Replied on: April 1, 2026 at 3:49:13 PM
Ohhhh youuu, you put me in a big, big predicament; what do I say to all this?
Your words are really sweet and they pierce (
) straight through my heart!
I think by now my thoughts and feelings are clear as water, and I've expressed them many many times before; just now that I appreciate you, and I appreciate this a lot, lots of lots! I cherish you deeply, and your words will be stored somewhere close next to my heart.
I'm both grateful and happy that on that single day your sleep schedule played tricks on you! And that for once I was able to overcome all my layers of social anxiety right there and then to be able to approach you!
I seem to be running out of words, since most of what I want to say has been said already on your ata last night, which I know you'll see eventually, just as I hope you'll eventually see this response!
I am the one who should be thanking you friend! For you make my days happy and clownful <3